Thank you, CJ. :) Competitiveness and not wanting to fail. I was the same way when I was into the basketball sims (the Fast Break and Jump Shot simulators) or way back when I was competing in e-wrestling.
Just try to take a team as far as I can, give each playoff game 100% and if we lose, I wanna go out in a dramatic game both GMs are like 'oh sh*t' afterwards. The worst is when you get housed but that also is where I learned, got mad and added more layers to strategy. :)
As far as the Promised Land I've been seeing visions of you there....A LOT...on the Mountain. :)